I read an article today written by a local author. She wrote it to her 4 girls - they were life lessons she wanted them to know in case she died before she got to teach them to her daughters. You see in the past few years (I believe 3) in our area there have been 4 parents I can think of that have died too young. Some cancer & some accidents & I only knew 1 personally. The thought has crossed my mind as to what I would want my kids to know - in all truthfulness this was a HUGE fear of mine when Bay was little. What if I missed the big moments? What if I do miss the big moments? What if something happens? What if I cannot always be there for one of you? I know - you would be fine. God would still be God & He can only be the best parent for all of us. I know these things in my heart, but the thought hurts. I know all the right answers, but I still do not want to miss a moment of each of your journeys and adventures. I love b...